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what should i do??!

I'm not a perfect girl. I hate my self, I hate me when I can't make people around me happy. I don't know what kind me of . I  don't have a confidence, I don't have anything to be proud, I'm jealous girl, who want anything which every girl have . I do, I know.
When I love someone so deep, I can't reach his heart back. I just can break down and hurting my self. But, at last I'm crying and I don't realize, whose wrong between us?. I never did make someone who I loved happy. And they never did  make me happy.
I don't know what kind me exactly, I don't know, do I'm a liar which have angel's wing?. I don't know , I don't know who am I?
I love you for sure, I don't wanna make people I love hurt and I wanna happy together.
Sometimes, I hate people when they deem the world is theirs. 
I hate people in this world, there's none can change my feel about it. They too goody for be a human, you're not an angel you know? you're not a God. You're just people who have 2 heads in your head. You're just greedy people who make the world become bad, bad and bad. You're just talking shit and you're never do it real. You're a jerk and you're weird people, you know? You're have a God but you're attitude like you're is God.
I'm too tired to hear and to talking with any people, there's none can really hear your voice, your mind, your problem and your story. They just will hear your shit and give you a junk opinion , and talking about you on your back.

I just wanna live alone in this world if I can.
I don't wanna have family if I can,
I don't wanna know there's a people,
I don't wanna have friends
I don't wanna have girlfriend or boyfriend
I just wanna life alone in this world.
I just wanna have friend from nature.

Because the world is too goody to me to understand.
Because I don't wanna feel pain anymore, Because I don't wanna crying , I don't wanna hurting somebody.

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