♥Love - Smile - Cry - Is Life♥

to my dearest... don't you know that i wanna to get more than before...but, this heartache never leave me alone.... it's still feeling same like one year ago. And badly, i can't erase it's with my self :( Begitu sakitkah? sampe gue sendiri ngga tau harus bagaimana, i dunno what I must do to disapear this all the pain. Rasanya, sampe saat ini pun masih belum bisa ngelupain kejadian yang dulu, masih sulit buat gue untuk open heart buat orang lain. Seandainya loe baca nih curahan hati gue, jujur!! sampe saat ini masih berharap bisa   ketemu elo lagi. Freak, huh?!! Kalo di tanya sama temen'' gue, " mana pacar loe?" atau " ayo, nit! gue kenalin sama temen gue! sama'' lagi jomblo tuh!" aduh...langsung kabur secepat kilat gueee!! kabuuuurrrr ~~~ bukannya nolak jodoh, bukan juga dibilang sombong, tapi serius gue engga bisa :( daripada nantinya nyakitin perasaan orang lain, gue lebih memilih buat menghindar T_T And then, hari ini gue ...

The closer I get To You The more you'll make me see By giving me all you got Your love has captured me Over and over again I try to tell myself that We could never be more than friends And all the while inside I knew it was real The way you make me feel Lying here in your arms Time just seems to fly Needing you more and more Let's give love a try Sweeter than sweeter love grows And heavens there for those Who fool the tricks of time With hearts of love define True love In a special way The closer I get to you The more you make me see By giving you all I've got Your love has captured me Over and over again I try to tell myself that we could never be more than friends And all the while inside I knew it was real The way you make me feel Closer I get to you (closer I get to you) Feeling comes over me (feeling comes over me) We're going closer and sweeter as gravity The closer I get to you… :) for someone who always wait for me.... by Melody

 holaaa everybody..... are you miss me, right? yeah i think so :) it's too long time ago i didn't update my blog....looks like I feel so wonderful i don't know...maybe because I have new friends who always makes my life colorful :) nice to meet you all guys :) love youuu... Jadi, selama gue menghilang dari dunia maya ini, apa saja yang sudah berkembang? sepertinya banyak ketinggalan gosip dan berita, yah :( hmmm....flashback, mulai dari nyokap tersayang sakit... gue udah ngga pernah buka nih blog T__T bolak-balik rumah sakit aja udah buat gue keok setengah mati, yah ngga sampe mati juga sih :P Belum lagi masalah gue putus sama si bangsat ##### ya udahlah ngga usah dibahas....ntar dia eksis di blog gue...hihh!!! Kemaren ada message dari kawan kita tercinta, dia tanya kenapa ngga pernah update blog lagi? aku sering lho, visit blog kamu. Maaf ya say, aku sekarang lagi mau fokus kuliah, jadi ngga sempet buka blog :( ini juga sebenernya minggu depan aku UTS...huaaa p...

by Melody

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This could have been just another day But instead we're standing here No need for words it's all been said In the way you hold me near I was alone on this journey You came along to comfort me Everything I want in life is right here 'Cause This is not your ordinary No ordinary love I was not prepared enough To fall so deep in love This is not your ordinary No ordinary love You were the first to touch my heart And everything right again with your extraordinary love I get so weak when you look at me I get lost inside your eyes Sometimes the magic is hard to believe But you're here before my very eyes You brought joy to my world Set me so free I want you to understand You're every breath that I breathe From the very first time that we kissed I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all From this day on, remember this: That you're the only one that i adore Can we make this last forever This can't be a dream 'Cause it feel...

Miss you... Everyday and every night, this feeling i'd fight Try as I might but I won't win, I surrender, I'd die You are winning here alright Every morning when the sun would shine on me I'd flash a smile but deep inside I feel so sad and lonely I need you here and now I miss you... Its crazy to pretend that I don't think of you The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow I miss you... Oh how much longer can I hold on to Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too Miss you.... All I want is for this love to last forever You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover I can't bear it boy alright When I hear a sonf that we had used to share I'll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over I'll wish that you are near I miss you Its crazy to pretend that I don't think of you The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow I miss you Oh how much longer can I hold on to Maybe you can c...

[CL] Balkge useobojiman Nae mame deuji anha Nan yeppeuji anha areumdapji anha Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh [Bom] Norael bulleobojiman Amudo deutji anha Nan yeppeuji anha areumdapji anha Oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh [Dara] Nan wae ireohke motnan geolkka Eoddeokhamyeon nado neocheoreom hwanhage Useobol su isseolkka [Minzy] Ddo hwagana wae neul wanbyeonkhaji mothae I ggaejin geoul sok motnan moseubeul hyanghae Tathagiman hae [Bom] Chyeodabojima jigeum I neuggimi shilheonan Eodironga sumgoman shipeo Beoseo nago shipeo I sesangeun geotjimal [CL] I think I'm ugly And nobody wants to love me Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty Don't lie to my face tellin' me I'm pretty I think I'm ugly And nobody wants to love me Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty Don't lie to my face cuz I know I'm ugly [Minzy] Nal shwipge ihaehandago hajima Mot saenggigo bbiddoleojin nae maeumi neol Wonmanghaljido molla [Bom] Mal sh...

[CL] Jigeum naega haneun yaegi neol apeuge halji molla Ama nal jukdorok miwohage deol kkeoya [Minzy] Naega yejeon gatji antadeon ne mal Modu teoullin mareun naiya Nadi byeonhaebeorin naega nat seolgimanhae [Dara] Neomu chakhan neonde neon geudaeroinde Oh [CL] I don't know I don't know Naega wae ireoneunji [Dara] Geutorok saranghaenneunde neon yeogi inneunde Oh [Minzy] I don't know [Dara] Ije nal chatgo sipeo [Bom] Baby I'm sorry neowa isseode nan lonely Saranghagin naega bujokhanga bwa Ireon motnan nal yongseohae [Minzy] I'm sorry ige neowa naui story Sarangiran naegen gwabunhanga bwa Ne gyeite isseodo Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely [Bom] Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely [CL] nega jalmotan ge anya Naega isanghan geoya Imi prae jeonbuteo nan junbi ha...

[CL] Naega jeil jal naga Naega jeil jal naga Naega jeil jal naga Naega jeil jal naga Je je jeil jal naga Bam Ratatata Tatatata Bam Ratatata Tatatata Bam Ratatata Tatatata Bam Ratatata Tatatata Oh my god [BOM] Nuga bwado naega jom jug-yeojujanh-a Alright Duljjaegalamyeon I mom-i seoleobjanh-a Alright [DARA] Neon dwileul ttalaojiman Nan apman bogo jiljuhae Nega anj-eun teibeul wileul ttwieodanyeo [CL] Geondeulimyeon gamdang moshae I'm hot hot hot hot fire Dwijib-eojigi jeon-e Jebal nuga nal jom mallyeo [MINJI] Osjang-eul yeol-eo gajang Sangkeumhan os-eul geolchigo Geoul-e bichin nae eolgul-eul Kkomkkmhi salpigo Jigeu,-eun yeodeolb si Yagsogsigan-eun yeodeolb si ban Dodohan geol-eum-eulo naseon I bam [CL] Naega jeil jal naga Naega jeil jal naga Naega jeil jal naga Naega jeil jal naga Je je jeil jal naga [MINJI] Nuga bwado naega jom jug-yeojujanh-a Alright Duljjaegalamyeon I mom-i seoleobjanh-a...

Dear Kamu, Apa kabar?kamu kangen aku? Aku kangen banget. Rasanya sudah lama kita nggak berbincang, ya. Aku inget, terakhir kita ngobrol panjang itu tiga tahun yang lalu. Setelah itu aku mulai menjauh dan kamu pun menjauh. Kita masih sering berbincang, tapi jarang sekali bertemu. Seringkali pembicaraan kita hanya basa-basi, "Hai, apa kabar?Oh, aku juga baik. Aku duluan, ya. Bye!". Sebelum berpisah, aku masih bisa merasakan helaan nafasmu yang panjang dan kecewa, tapi tetap kamu paksakan seolah-olah kamu tersenyum dan membiarkanku pergi dan meninggalkanmu sendirian. Disaat-saat itu, tentu saja aku nggak akan lupa sama hari besarmu. Aku selalu memakai gaun terindah untukmu di hari besarmu. Pertemuan terakhir kita di saat hari besarmu tahun ini. Hari yang selalu dinanti oleh banyak orang-orang. Namun, sayang beribu sayang,aku pergi begitu saja di hari itu. Tanpa seucap kata perpisahan, aku pergi meninggalkanmu sendirian di hari besarmu. Sampai akhirnya tersadar disaat aku men...

Pernah nggak sih, kalian kesulitan berbasa-basi? Gue kesulitan banget nget! kesulitan berbasa-basi seperti ini membuat gue merasa kalah ramah dari orang-orang lainnya. Gue mungkin lebih suka berbasa-basi seperti : "Hai! apa kabar?" "Hey! sibuk apa lo sekarang?" Dan kemudian pembicaraan berlanjut dari sana. tapi kalo misalnya gue disuruh untuk basa-basi muji orang, aduh mendingan lo gantung gue aja di atas gedung tingkat tinggi, deh. Gue nggak bisa. Sering banget kan orang-orang tuh, kalo baru ketemu sama temennya yang bisa dibilang cukup lama nggak ketemu. Trus, basa basi nya tuh hebat banget. Contoh misalnya; "Eh, kamu makin cantik aja?" atau "Eh, kamu kok sekarang kurusan, sih?" berlebihan banget kan tuh, kalo gue sih serius nggak bisa deh berbasa-basi yang berlebihan kayak gitu. Berasa kayaknya tuh orang yang lagi dipuji besar kepala . Padahal, kenyataannya mah, dia nggak berubah total dan berlebihan gitu. Atau mungkin, gue nya...

Ayam goreng, ikan bumbu balado, udang goreng saus tiram....WOWW yummy!! apalagi, yah, kalo si emak udah masak sayur capcay di tambah sambel goreng, aduh...lupa deh sama yang namanya mau diet. Masakan si emak emang paling top deh, numero uno! Sayang banget kan kalo nggak ikutan makan !!! Tapiiii....kok hobi masaknya si emak nggak turun ke gua, sih? Tanda tanya banget kan tuh, ini si kakak nggak bisa masak ya ampun #tepokjidat. Masa sih, gua nggak bisa masak? bener deh, nggak hobi banget sama yang namanya masak. Cuma aja gua hobi nyicipin masakannya si emak, jadi berasa gua tuh kalah hebat di depan camer (calon mertua). Masakan yang bisa gua masak, yah, bisa di hitung lah pake jari. Contohnya, masak air, masak mie, masak nasi bisa lah, goreng telor, itu pun nggak bisa goreng telor ceplok. Ampun deh, ga tahan sama minyak jahatnya itu, ihhhh!!! Bisa lah kalo disuruh masak masakan western, tapi itu juga yang instant...kayak spagethi, pizza, sama pasta. Hari ini, nih. Karena terpaksa,...

Dear my last love, We'll meet soon, won't we? Because I can't take any longer without knowing who you are. What's your name, where do you live, what's your favorite food? I'm looking forward to know more about you. While I'm waiting here, will you walk faster toward me? I can't wait to see you. The one who always waits for you, Your last love Posted by Melody

This is my priority; God Parents School Side Jobs Sister Sister Sister Sister Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Friend Sports Motorcyle Side jobs Taking rest Home works Computers Game online Helping others Sosializing Project Bla Bla Bla meeeee :( Do you want to know where am I? Number 100 or hundred something. I don't even get a chance to be the top 10. Posted by Melody

 I'm not good in expressing my feeling. So, I hope my mom wiould read this someday. Thought i might not good in showing it to you, thought i might not saying it everyday, but dear Mom: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I love you so much that sometimes I already miss you and worry of you when you don't come home by night. I love you so much that many times I don't tell you that I'm sad because i don't want you to be sad. I love you so much that fulfilling your dream is also my dream. I love you so much that I'm more than happy to tell everybody that my mom is the coolest mom in the world. I love you so much that even sometimes argue, but I can't stand angry not talking to you. I love you so much that it worries me so much when you gets stressed out. I love you so much that I hope you'd be with everything that I choose someday. I love you so much that everytime I argue with you it always make me cry. I love you so much that I want you to be the happiest mom. I...

 Dear Mantan Pacar, Hey, gimana kabar kamu? aku tidak pernah berani menanyakan pertanyaan sesederhana ini ke kamu. Aku tahu betapa banyak luka yang aku tinggalkan dihatimu. Percayalah, aku juga merasakan hal yang sama. Luka yang sama perih dan dalamnya. Dan kamu tahu betapa bencinya aku denganmu sampai memutuskan menjahit mulutku sendiri daripada harus berbicara dengan kamu. Hari ini aku menyapamu karena aku ingin kamu tahu kamu adalah bagian terpenting dalam hidupku. Kamu pelajaran berharga yang nggak akan aku dapatkan dari siapapun. Untuk setiap tawa dan tangis yang kamu berikan, aku ucapkan terima kasih. Tanpa kamu, aku nggak akan pernah belajar untuk kuat. Kalau kita bertemu di jalan nanti, aku harap aku tak akan mengunci bibirku karena aku akan sangat senang hati mengobrol denganmu. Seperti dulu, jauh sebelum kita mengucap cinta. Saat kita masih menjadi sahabat. Jadi, apa pun jalan hidup kamu saat ini, semoga sukses buat kamu. Kalau kita bertemu nanti, aku akan memberan...

why is that sad look in your eyes why are you crying Tell me now, tell me now Tell me, why you're feelin' this way I hate to see you so down, oh baby Is it your heart that's breakin' all in pieces Makin' you cry Makin' you feel blue Is there anything that i can do why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby and i'll do my best to make it better yes, i'll do my best to make those tears all go away just tell me where it hurts now, tell me and i love you with a love so tender oh and if you let me stay i'll love all of the hurt away Where are all those tears coming from why are they falling somebody, somebody, somebody left your heart in the cold you just need somebody to hold on, baby give me a chance to put back all the pieces take your broken heart make it just like new there's so many things that i can do why don;t you tell me where it hurts now, baby and i'll do my best to make it better yes, i'll do ...

 haloo everyone, lama ga posting blog ^^ gomennasai nee.... soalnya gue baru bisa meluangkan waktu untuk beberapa saat ini #fiuh Oh ya, gue mau share beberapa picture pas acara Japan festival di kampus UI 2011 let;s check this out all :) ini namanya kakigori >,< yummy banget rasa tropicana and sweet pinky

Holaa blogwalks ^__^ sorry it's too late for posting about mubarak :) But Happy Eid for everyone who celebrate :) sebenernya gue baru ada waktu buat posting lagi...soalnya nyokap tiba-tiba masuk rumah sakit :(... sedih banget yah...padahal sebelumnya gue baru posting semoga keuarga sehat-sehat aja di bulan puasa ini...ternyata kenyataannya ga kayak gitu T__T nyokap tiba'' kena serangan jantung, akhirnya masuk rumah sakit....and finnaly, semua keluarga gue sibuk dirumah sakit. yah, namanya cobaan ga ada yang tahu :( semoga mama cepet sembuh ya ...amin ya ALLAh. well...happy mubarak ya all....semoga di hari kemenangan setelah berpuasa sebulan bisa mencapai keberkahan. ^^ see you... Posted by Melody

"Pertemuan singkat dan berjalan sangat cepat Tidak disangka aku langsung terhipotis olehmu Setidaknya kamu sempat menjadi milikku Meskipun tak lama, hal itu telah membuatku bahagia." sepotong lirik lagunya vierra, sama kayak perjalanan cinta gua yang singkat sama dia. Walaupun singkat, tapi kenangannya kayaknya sepanjang masa :) flashback memory.... pas dia dateng ke jakarta ketemu sama gue. Gue sendiri awalnya engga percaya dia bakal beneran dateng ke Jakarta i felt so glad at that time...someone yang awalnya just illusion for me...ga nyata, ternyata ada dihadapan gue tersenyum...seneng, seneng banget !! Thank's for you boy...you make me feel in love even for a moment. The sweetest moment i ever had Kenangan gue sama elo kayak secarik kertas yang bertuliskan "hai ! dan Byee !" Nyakitin sih, tapi memory terakhir yang selalu gue inget....janji lo yang bakal selalu ada disamping gue, engga akan ngebiarin gue nangis lagi, but i admit it's just a words ...

one words i want to know is why? why? and why? Hoped at you all the time. I saw you it reminds me that i still have feeling with you. And every time i saw you it makes me want to throw away what i felt. I won't begging for yo ur  ♥.  Posted by Melody

neutge daniji jom ma sureun meolli jom haebwa yeol saljjari aecheoreom mareul an deutni jeongmal useumman nawa nuga nugul bogo aira haneunji jeongmal useumman nawa sirheun yaegi hage doeneun nae mameul molla joheun yaegiman nanugo sipeun nae mameul molla geumanhalkka? geumanhaja hanabuteo yeolkkaji da neol wihan sori nae mal deutji annneun neoegeneun ppeonhan jansori geu manhaja geuman haja saranghagiman haedo sigan eomneunde meori anin gaseumeuro haneun iyagi niga sirta haedo an hal suga eomneun iyagi geumanhaja geumanhaja neoui jansoriman deullyeo babeun je ttae meongneunji yeojan meolli haneunji on jongireul ne yeope itgo sipeunde naega geu mamingeoya jumeoni soge neol neoko danimyeon jeongmal haengbokhal tende duri animyeon andoeneun uri iyagi nuga deutneundamyeon nollyeodaego useul iyagi geumanhalkka? geumanhaja hanabuteo yeolkkaji da neol wihan sori nae mal deutji annneun neoegeneun ppeonhan jansori geumanhaja geumanhaja saranghagiman haedo sig...

Echo, echo, echo, echo, echo, echo Neo gateun namja jinjja cheo eumiya Yeojaneun da nikkeoran saeng gage Neo gateun namja neun cheomiya Nae mameul seollege hamyeon seodo Na ppaego dareun yeojal saeng gakhae Modeunge nae nune neun boindago Yeoja deureun nikkeoran saeng gak Modu neoreul joha hal georaneun chakgak Juwi joheun saram deureun da mang gagyeo giye Jeogiye neoye dalkom han maldeuri Echo, echo, echo, echo neoye moksori ga nal jakku gwerophi janha Like a echo, echo, echo in my mind aereul sseugo itneunde maga boryeo haeneunde Like a echo, echo, echo, echo nal hyanghan ge aninde babo gati wae geurae Like a echo, echo, echo in my brain naege haneun mal gatjanha niga geuman joha jyeotjanha Nunchido eobtneun geon jwe ingeol Amuri sogeuro man wechyeo bwado Deulliji anhneun geon beorin geol Hajiman pogido shipjineun anha Jibeul naseomyeon jageop shijak Jinaganeun yeoja deureun modu myeong jak Geureo daga geollimyeon baro sujak Yeogiye jeogiye neoye dalkom...